when I was younger, I grew up with learning love and trust
my early childhood was worry-free from hate and lust
garage bands, skateboards and Yu-Gi-Ohs
time flies, if only I can go back to those
no matter how much flashbacks and throwbacks
can bring it all back, now it hurts to look back
things were simpler and honestly never gave a damn
that mentality pretty much defined who I am
best friends that turned into worst enemies
girlfriends turned into sweet memories
problems back then, didn't even seem like problems
people come and go like the summer and the autumn
trust, is something people take for granted
love, people use it to take advantage
cause at the end of it all, you only have yourself
saddest truth, you are alone, so guess I’m feeling


lonely, why does everything I do, end up feeling lonely
am I doing something wrong? Am I turning slowly
into someone I fear , its drawing so near
so guess I have to face the truth and know that I am
lonely, why does everything I do, ends up leaving slowly?
am I doing something wrong? my one and only
leaving is my ultimate fear, its clear
its so cold and lonely without you here

growing up a teen the struggle wasn't easy
self-centered but deep inside, needy
cause when I needed help, I pushed away
the concerns of the genuine, I pushed away
but the way I deal with problems, I ignore it
till it catches and bites me, and I’m aware that
I have saddened and disappointed my family and friends
will they be happier if I decided to end, maybe
fake friends were my temporary remedy
fake smiles were part of my daily routine
countless nights, acquaintances on my cellphone
why even bother if they have problems of their own
are they genuine or fake? I can't honestly tell
I find it hard to trust, can't even trust oneself nope
cause at the end of it all, you only have yourself
saddest truth, you are alone, so guess I’m feeling

lonely, why does everything I do, end up feeling lonely
am I doing something wrong, am I turning slowly
into someone I fear , its drawing so near
so guess I have to face the truth and know that I am
lonely, why does everything I do, ends up leaving slowly
am I doing something wrong, my one and only
leaving is my ultimate fear, its clear
its so cold and lonely without you here

that one person that will automatically change your life
that one person that will make you feel like you're alive
I've met her, I actually breathed her air
she was the one that changed my ideal to her I swear
when things were going well, she made me feel invincible
the times I spent with her, everything was dispensable
but what I do? the thing I swore id never do
she tried to give everything and I fucked it up without clue
her world, complimented my universe
her voice, calmed the storms at my very worst
we promised we wouldn't drift apart
but the distance grew and ended with fragmented hearts
I wonder what you're doing and wonder where you are
do you think about our memories and slowly moving on? damn
cause at he end of it all, I only have myself,
but now you're gone, and I’m here, and you have me singing

lonely, why does everything I do, end up feeling lonely
am I doing something wrong, am I turning slowly
into someone I fear , its drawing so near
so guess I have to face the truth and know that I am
lonely, why does everything I do, ends up leaving slowly
am I doing something wrong, my one and only
leaving is my ultimate fear, its clear
its so cold and lonely without you here